night of lost dreams

Do you remember that night,
I know I am not supposed to reignite sad memories,
but do you remember the night...
you dragged me to the casino,
I was on a losing streak,
and thought you will rub some luck on me...


By the time morning came,
I owed you a fortune.

You kept talking about your dead boyfriend.




Most of her affairs ended badly,
but she didn't mind sad endings,
as long as she remained the leading lady.



He was headed for a drowsy future,
towards the unfathomable night.




12 August 30 August 17 October 12 February

I kept looking through that hole, into your world...

10 hrs later

I saw you moving through your past...

100 hrs later

From your evident now..

1000 hrs later

Into a future you would never have.



19 March

Tell me more...

I won't be going,
so I will have to imagine it.

The only thing left for me was to give up.



7 Months later

I could be a part of a happy ending,
but I let it slip away.

100 hrs later

We are drinking pals.
Of course you will miss me.

A while ago...

That was the time when my life lost most of its meaning.