ode to the wind

Too much silver at the glass outside

And a little leaf skipping its step

Over the brick tarmac

Sound of rapids

Heard where they are not.

night of lost dreams

Do you remember that night,
I know I am not supposed to reignite sad memories,
but do you remember the night...
you dragged me to the casino,
I was on a losing streak,
and thought you will rub some luck on me...


By the time morning came,
I owed you a fortune.

You kept talking about your dead boyfriend.




Most of her affairs ended badly,
but she didn't mind sad endings,
as long as she remained the leading lady.



He was headed for a drowsy future,
towards the unfathomable night.




12 August 30 August 17 October 12 February

I kept looking through that hole, into your world...

10 hrs later

I saw you moving through your past...

100 hrs later

From your evident now..

1000 hrs later

Into a future you would never have.



19 March

Tell me more...

I won't be going,
so I will have to imagine it.

The only thing left for me was to give up.



7 Months later

I could be a part of a happy ending,
but I let it slip away.

100 hrs later

We are drinking pals.
Of course you will miss me.

A while ago...

That was the time when my life lost most of its meaning.

controlled bedspins

How has the cycle of events turned out?
Did it all go fine…
Hope it did…
There was a thought, and there was an imagination, at work
Obviously they would have made some sense somewhere
Something would have felt right to the one who read the signs on the walls
They would not go waste
Well we hope they don’t.
The days we have had at our backs
The times you haven’t been around
And the times I haven’t
Wouldn’t imagine them to go together
We were talking about two different roads
Never mind the familiar signs
They are just another roadblock
They muddle more than they could help

It was the other day
The one that just looked like it would pass in a blink
But actually stayed a little longer
I knew it was no other day



Over that bridge may be the breeze blew a little harsh
It was the one to savour
It was the one to hear
And be friends with
Not often they get intimate like that
With the passing seasons
That grow with the passing winds
And smile at the firm look on my face

We were just singing
About the tree that would never die

The wind took a beating
It was a test of times



Waters felt warmer this one moment
And it went farther than it would, on any other day


Take a wild guess
Make my day
It was with me all the while
You must have seen the effect
It existed in expanses
Of loud hues
And sullen words
Which came few and far between

Falling Slowly

Chapter One
It was coming
I had counted the arrival
I had clocked the morning


Step upon step
Note upon note
Original air
New colors
Rising moods
Chilling thoughts
And it oh so always is a shame
Hanging low
Dizzying at second rate slips
Oh it is so always slow
And cruel
And ruthless
And demanding
Measures the weight
And looks at the wall
I would look at these shades
Only when time will tell yellow from grey
Lost from found
It never comes cheap
It oh so always is a bloody toll
An assault on the virgin thought,
And the innocent flight of passion
And oh so always it knows no conditions
And it is oh so joyous
And divine, at once.
It takes a little more,
To call it a day
For passages of mornings like this
For nights buried away.




Chapter Two
So they told me it’s not real
And a little flimsy on the outset





Chapter Three
Like I have bought all the other stories




Chapter Four
There lies hope
In the ways of the yore
In the delights of verse

Chapter Five
There lies hope
In the little flaw of cosmos
And may be the little things down below will ogre a more favourable episode
Because this was like I had imagined
In any of my dark imaginings
Trapped

Chapter Six
There lies hope
It has not left my vision
Still playing a morose game
Still beating an overheard beat



Chapter Seven
What an irony!
It takes a little flicker
To miss the light
And it never forgives


Chapter Eight
And yet
When memory disappoints
I still carry the smile
In my mind

Chapter Nine
And yet
When all the fog muddies the affairs
And pushes the curtains
There comes a lazy stroll
The kind that would take us to the shore

Chapter Ten
And we are still here
And we got a reason to go on



Prologue
And a new reason begins to make sense
Now I know it will happen
It is almost in front of me
For all the reasons you would blink
And you would not
Please don’t.
‘cus if you would(!)
That wouldn’t be too friendly a gesture
For the likes of those who believed
The ones who followed the trace of faith
For once promises looked like they could be kept.

At least where the families would dine together
And would laugh between all the bland mannerisms.

That Day

It turned out a long wait, for little reason.

As the rain receded, we spilled out of the rainbow-lab.

The air was reassuringly warm,

But moist with the frown of the moment.

It reigned over us, playing an unreleased Gilbert & Sullivan in vain.

Infection. Mystery. Rage.

Soon, it was all gone,

In the prime of the moment.

Not a second to replay no more.